There's a small selfish part of my ticker that is wishing she needed my support and attention right now. Im Smacking it right down to where it belongs, fact is she doesn't really need it because she has her mum and Liam as a shoulder to cry on and to help her, and Chantelle to talk about these things with. 

  Instead of getting upset about it I need to get a grip of myself and give her love and support regardless. Not put more stress and pressure on her, I don't want to make her feel like its her fault. If she can find the love and support she needs, that's the important thing. It's all just hurt pride after all. Things have changed and if I want to make her happy I have to adapt to that. 

   

I would talk to her about it but I feel as though its something I just need to deal with. Its not that bigger deal and she's got so much to think about. I just have to be there for her..