Feels kind of like I've lost a limb. It's pathetic and I mean I'm alright but I seriously don't like being with out her. I miss her. I miss her looking at me like I'm the only person who can make her smile like that. The way my clothes smell of her when I've been cuddling her. Typical Natalie habits.. 

Not going to cave this time and tell her because its not fair. keeping it in here 💭 she's worked so hard for these exams.