Sit and wonder when the big vain pops out on my hand, if I cut it would all the blood drain out of me? Would I die? If I did die would everyone just move on with there lives and forget about me. Forget I existed. Who would cry and try and pretend that we where close when they are blatantly lying. Would it just hurt like a bitch. I'm nothing of worth. I can't even get into college. What's the point? Seriosuly tell me because trying doesn't help