I know people might be telling you that you need to make a decision about us really fast, but focus in on me for a minute my penguin. We are the only two people who matter in this kay? You know that i want you to make the right decision and not have regrets about it, i want you to be 100% sure and comfortable in the decision. That can take a while, i know that and i can empathise. My suggestion would be to maintain our friendship in the mean time untill you know what you want. I know it will be hard for both of us but you know that i will wait for as long as you need. If you want to spend some time with me you can, when ever you like. If there's any way you feel that i can help you with a decision then let me know, i want to help you as much as i can with this - without being ohh my god please come back to me - i know it's not that simple. We have always gotten through things together, i don't feel like this should be an acception really. We made a promise to each other that what ever happened we would work it out, there is no question that you will always have me in one way or another. I know you must be hurting as much as i am, as well as having everything confused.
When i was about your age is when i came out, before that happened i went through a massive conflict internally. You look at guys and you wounder and sometimes you look at girls and you wounder but there is no reason to feel pressured to either one or the other. In a lot of ways things can be pushed away if you are going through a little bit of denial or what ever. Main thing is you don't need to be scared, i will never judge you for one wither it's boys or girls or both. If it's me then fantastic because we deffinetly have a really strong great relationship. If's it's not me then, lifes a bitch because you really are an amazing girlfriend and i would be broken to lose that. But great, still have my best friend. At the end of the day you need to be happy & i do as well. When you're trying to sort things in your head, remember the great times..the feeling when we are waking up together in the morning. Those kind of things. Remember the fights as well, how we fixed the broken and made it new. Remember the time spent messing up the bed, how it felt to you. Relive all these things and maybe it i will help.
I'm here
I will understand, what ever you need to do.
Blocking me from your mind won't help penguin, let yourself have my friendship atleast to help you through.
Alway, my love and support is right here for you. Everything has it's speed bumps.
When i was about your age is when i came out, before that happened i went through a massive conflict internally. You look at guys and you wounder and sometimes you look at girls and you wounder but there is no reason to feel pressured to either one or the other. In a lot of ways things can be pushed away if you are going through a little bit of denial or what ever. Main thing is you don't need to be scared, i will never judge you for one wither it's boys or girls or both. If it's me then fantastic because we deffinetly have a really strong great relationship. If's it's not me then, lifes a bitch because you really are an amazing girlfriend and i would be broken to lose that. But great, still have my best friend. At the end of the day you need to be happy & i do as well. When you're trying to sort things in your head, remember the great times..the feeling when we are waking up together in the morning. Those kind of things. Remember the fights as well, how we fixed the broken and made it new. Remember the time spent messing up the bed, how it felt to you. Relive all these things and maybe it i will help.
I'm here
I will understand, what ever you need to do.
Blocking me from your mind won't help penguin, let yourself have my friendship atleast to help you through.
Alway, my love and support is right here for you. Everything has it's speed bumps.
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