I don't like how inconsistent I'm being  but at the same time I do as well? Keep going from fine and really good to seriously down. Can't even think how to explain. Just fuck it. I wish I didn't give a shit but you don't just get rid - tomorrow I'll probably feel differently. Bit fucked really but I was fine before so it will be fine again I'm sure, figure it out and try and sort stuff out so it's an improvement. Thankful from the small bit of rest bite from meeting G, its not heavy its easy and it helps.