In the " things where so different this time last year" mind set today. I'm not nessasarily distressed about it, it's just strange to be looking back remembering what was there and now isn't. Think getting into college is possibly the best thing i've done for myself in a lot of respects. Can feel the change, i quite like it though. If i'd regressed it would have been shite but i think i'm actually a better version than i was before. I do need to work on some things though, conversations with G about Nan and things have reminded me i can't just cruise and get distracted by things going on just in Glasgow. Needing to phone mum more, things like that. It's always the times when you cruise that shit will happen, sods law.