I needed a day where i didn't have to talk or make conversation or feel  rude for staying quiet. Staying quiet is awkward for people because they tend to always want to be noisey. I sat in my room and watched some epiosodes of breaking bad, did some work, read some of the book kate got me. I shouldn't feel guilty for needing that because i'm doing better for people. I kept being accused of being boring when it got to 1am last night because i was exaughsted and having to make conversation with people is pretty tiring mentally as well. Don't get me wrong it was a great night and im appriciative of the time i got to spend with some friends.