I want to go out for a sprint but I can't, I know fine well I'm just looking for a buzz though. Fucking panic that's all it is and I want to know when this stops being a thing. What if the people I have in my life aren't actually there because they want me in there's. Refuse to be a passenger for folk that are just going to drop me when they are finished what ever it is I'm being used for. I'm worth more than that.