People are always going to be a let down in some way though aren't they, Mum has never even been to the flat. They didn't help me move in and it's pretty likely i'll be carting everything on the train myself. I don't mind that, its the fact that mum promised to help then bailed. I don't want to have to feeling as though everyone is going to fuck off as quickly as they arrived but i've only ever been proven right.