I never realized what a big deal that was to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head. I was going to drop G a text and see how she's getting on with everything but felt like it was best not to, she needs the peace. Came to mind tonight when I was clearing out my phone, I wanted to let her know she was being thought about but not sure how it would be received so I'll leave it. If I'm honest I miss the chats. Guess she was the first person really that I could have a proper conversation with for a long long time which is ace. She was damn good in the sheets as well so it's hardly suprising!

Failing to see at the moment if people genuinely interested in me or if I can do something for them, I love jade to bits and she's deffinetly a good mate but I don't know if she's using me to get back at Jen - when ever we are about together it makes her jealous. I'm not sure if hanging out more is to make the jealousy come about