Used to truly believe in love lasting and loyalty but the more people I meet the more it seems like it's bullshit. I still want to look for a proper connection but not yet, I need to really want it again and I don't just now. Let's be honest the lack of sex is never great but I get my time when I go out. Getting a bit too good at making people want me, never any less than pulling two/three girls on a night out.