Having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you. It feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains away.Then realise it's so much easier if i can just look after myself and no one gives a fuck because then i don't have to meet expectation. I'm just glad though that the person doesn't have a face anymore, i don't see them. It's not her anymore which suggests i've cut all strings of needing her! 

It's a relief i have to say!

Fuck yeah *fist pump*